## Friday, January 23, 2009

### you'll never know.

yeah right. you'll never know what you have until you finally lost it.. you'll never know how that something or somebody means to you not until it or he finally left you. isn't it frustrating knowing that you are left with nothing or nobody because of the stupid mistakes you made in the past? isn't it sad experiencing loneliness and the person or thing who or which can make you feel you're not alone will never ever be there for you?

ARGH! i don't want my first blog entry (in blogspot) for the year 2009 to sound like this. i'm sorry.

what made me say all those things in my first paragraph? well, just recently, i lost the things and the person really important to me. i haven't really realized their worth not until i lost them. honestly, i can still have them back but i don't know what to do.. God. what is wrong with me?

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